finally worn thin. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed it while I was here.
I've definitely learned a lot and made some great friends. But I'm
exhausted. I'm tired of doing things that mean nothing to me, and not
having time or energy for the things I love. I'm tired of selfish,
inconsiderate people. There's no point trying to change them (they
never will) so I just have to endure for ten more weeks. It seems like
forever.
The strange thing is, I'm not worried at all about what I will do when
its over. I don't have any clue. But I just know I will find something
and things will work out. No, I'm not nervous about graduating. I'm
more worried about sanity until then.
My mom has been trying to talk me into going home. Right now, this
doesn't actually seem like such a bad idea. In fact, there are certain
perks, like getting to see my newborn niece, Vivien.
I know I could find a job in Chicago, too. I just have to wonder if I would really like being back there. I think I've pretty much decided I don't want to stay in California. Not unless I move north. But like I've said before, now's my chance to try something new. And if it doesn't work out, then maybe I can fall back on Chicago. ???
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